My New Meds
Yes, I know this is another post starting with “My New” but I do actually have new medication. It’s for depression and it actually helps quite a bit with getting stuff done since it basically help me get over the fact that I’m doing something boring and redundant and just get it done. One of the main reasons I was depressed was the lack of being able to talk to my girlfriend and not having any reasons as to why I wasn’t able to until my mom, yes my mom, called her aunt and asked why she [my girlfriend] hasn’t been talking to either my mom or I in what was two weeks. It wouldn’t be so bad if she was closer, but when she lives a few states away, then it’s rather difficult to not be upset after two weeks of no contact, right? Either way I finally got to talk to my beautiful girl and found out her crazy aunt took her phone away and basically just keeps her home to do homework or go to work with her giving her no time for any social life or any time to even talk to me.
That whole fiasco mixed with school and life in general made me sink deeper and deeper into a hidden depression I had until I wasn’t able to hide it inside any more and my “doctor” [he's technically a psychologist, but I see him for my other medication, that's why I call him a doctor] noticed something was wrong, we talked, he gave me a test and he told me I showed signs of depression and that he was going to put me on a low dose anti-depressant to see how that would work and I went with it. Since then I’ve been having much better days and others from school even saw me happy and smiling and things have been going much better overall.
Hopefully I will get to talk to my girlfriend sooner than later so I don’t stress out so much, but there’s really not much I can do except send my mom after her aunt so we can talk. Either way, that’s what’s been going on for me lately. As always, thanks for reading!
